If all of Your rules were made for the universe’s sake, why am I still unhappy?
If I am not happy living, what’s the point of it?
If I’m alive just to please everyone and be responsible for everyone’s happiness, to the point I put aside my TRUE SELF and play the happy girl/friend/sister/daughter all the time, wouldn’t I be better off dead?
Am I a huge sinner for asking like this, as I always wonder if I’m a waste of space in this world? I guess so since You don’t want to meet me yet. I know I should have been grateful for knowing You still give me a chance to better myself.
Do You see me writing this on this blog? I know You do. Or else, I hope one of Your Angels work as a Worldwide Web-wanderer, then S/He can deliver the link to this post to You. I have asked You these questions through my prayers, yet I still try to figure out your answer.
Dear God, I lost You. And along the way, I lost me, too.
Skdn, January 13th, 2018
*Shame that this kind of post is the first post in 2018 on this blog.
I’ve never fallen in love with any fictional book character ’til I met Theodore Finch.
Well, I had a crush on Cedric Diggory before, but Edward Cullen destroyed my fantasy.
There’s never been a book quite like All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven. This mental illness-themed book was relatable to me because I could see myself as the main male character. I liked the story despite all the triggering parts. As I read All the Bright Places, my music playlist on Spotify played some songs that I personally think they would be perfect for the soundtracks if this book were a movie (it turns out that they will make the movie!). Continue reading “ReMarkey-able “All the Bright Places””
I am neither confident enough to share this with you, nor sure if this is a good cover letter. Maybe not as often as when my friends asked me about how to make a good resume, but, there were two-three people still addressing me this kind of line: “Can I take a look at the cover letter you usually use to apply for jobs?”
I wish I could be extremely stingy and answer: NO! NEVER! But of course, I am just joking. Continue reading “How to Write Cover Letter on Email?”
Disclaimer: Tulisan ini tidak ditulis dengan tujuan untuk menyudutkan siapa pun atau pihak mana pun. Tapi silakan merasa tersinggung jika memang diperlukan. Your choice.
Kita hidup di zaman manusia merupakan makhluk media sosial, di mana mereka menuangkan aspirasi dan berinteraksi di dunia maya, dan di atas segala kekacauannya masih bertanya-tanya mengapa haters ada; mengapa pemikiran saya dikritisi dan dihujat sedemikian rupa di dunia maya? Continue reading “Journal #62 Just My 2 Cents…”
Probably not an excellent post. I just want to pour this rant that burdens my mind. This is my blog so, I guess I’m free to share what I want. Honestly, I started writing this post because of an upsetting situation I’m currently facing at the moment.
Some friends still ask me about what kind of CV do I have, how to make a CV, what should be included into CV, this-and-that CV, et cetera. So, here I am sharing a link to my online resume* (or you may want to call it CV) that perhaps will give you a clue about how it looks like. You can also download it at About page, if you’re my fans I can sign it for you later. 😉
*the link is going to expire soon Continue reading “Still Wondering What CV or Resume Looks Like, Dear Friends?”